Saturday, October 16, 2010

Unbelievable

I don't really know how to put into words how I am feeling.. I don't know if it's supposed to be describable when it's God. My eyes are tearing up just thinking about this awesome feeling. God is so so close and his love is just pouring out over me and it's incredible! It's crazy and I won't ever understand it.. but this love is never ending. Yesterday I suddenly felt him really close, and then my host mother was praying before dinner, and I just almost started bawling my eyes out because his presence was so strong. I just want more. =)

The past week I have been thinking about extending my trip, because I feel like God wants me to. ESL classes are going so well, and I am building some incredible relationships, and I want more time for guitar classes, so they have more to build off after I leave. The crazy thing about this was that as soon as I started thinking about it I felt amazing peace after feeling a bit stressed about what my plans were for returning. The only thing standing in my way really.. is money.. but even that is already starting to trickle in little by little. Everyone that I have talked to has been incredibly supportive. My mom has told me to hold off in making a decision.. but the more I think about it the more I can't imagine doing anything else.

In 2 weeks the refuge where I work is starting a new semester and new girls will be coming to the program, and we are hoping and praying for a bigger number, so if you could pray for that too, that would be great!
Thank you for your support!

Lots of love,
Jaclyn


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